What girl would ever like me? (girls only plz)?

I am 19. I am strong but unfortunately not too thin (in fact Im working on losing weight) I have a muscular build. I am sensitive but I will defend you verbally or physically and get tough when I need to (not to you though. I would not be mean or demanding to you if we are together) I would never EVER in a million yeeeeears cheat on you. I just got out of a long relationship though and Im afraid to love again, forgive me if it takes me a while. I would never use or abuse you, those kind of people to me are Coward's I am a very creative person and can set a nice romantic time for you the best I can (money is an object these days) I have been told by a family member that I am naturally a romantic (sorry. I dont mean to brag)